FML

rejection letter from NUS.

nuff said.

and you know you can't just sit in one corner and cry, so i've just gotta stand up and face the world with what i have(my shitty results, all thanks to maths and physics-.-, fuck you).

am looking at SIM GLOBAL bachelor of arts(communications) or the double major (communications and psychology)
lucky their closing date for application is 4th june, so i gotta act fast now.

i thought about it the whole night, i have a interview with NIE this coming monday but if i were to accept(if the interview goes well), i'll super regret my life cause the passion to teach died off in late pri/sec sch when i see teachers going mad crazy over students and i've heard teachers complained that yes their passion was teaching but in actual fact, they're doing more admin stuffs than teaching. yadayada, paid to study but there's a bond and with that degree, i can only teach, if not be a tuition teacher, but i can only TEACH for my whole life!

i thought about it, it's definitely not what i want. like what coach said before, he couldn't see me dealing with kids but instead in media industry of sorts and i super agree with that! i'll wanna work with magazines, radio, advertising companies, tv journalism would be good-esp host for discovery channel(my dream).

yes, so i conclude that if things don't go my way, i'll still somehow or another make it work cause i don't wanna live my life in regret.